0:00 Девочка-пай 0:30 Девочка-пай 1:00 Decisions are very important because they can have long-term consequences. God has made man with the power to make decisions. And we can say that all the sin and confusion in the world has come because of a decision that the first man and woman made. 1:40 They made one wrong choice. Sometimes one wrong choice can create so many problems. And we should not forget that. 2:01 Whenever you see sorrow, evil, sin. Remember, all came because one married couple made one wrong decision. So, you see, what a lot of evil can come out of one decision. 2:28 Abraham was a godly man. But he made one wrong decision to have a child through his servant woman because he was not having a child through his wife. 2:50 And like in Adam's case, his wife only suggested it. So, you've got to be very careful, sisters, what you suggest to your husband. 3:12 Because there can be long-term consequences of that that will make you suffer. And because of that decision, they got a child called Ishmael. 3:32 That event happened 4,000 years ago. And for 4,000 years, the descendants of Ishmael and Isaac have been fighting with each other. Some of the biggest fights in the world today are between the descendants of Ishmael and the descendants of Isaac. 4:05 And it's because of one wrong decision that Abraham made. Like that we can see many examples. And then in contrast to that, you see the example of Jesus. 4:26 We know that all through his life, he always made a decision to please his father. Then I want to tell you of one important decision that he made in the Garden of Gethsemane. One decision. 4:49 Shall I drink the cup or not drink the cup? It was as important a decision as Adam and Eve made in the Garden of Eden. Amen. And he struggled. 5:13 Can you imagine Jesus struggling to decide? Because we have not understood the seriousness of that decision. I will give you my personal testimony. 5:36 For many, many years, I only knew the love of Jesus for me from the cross of Calvary. But I never saw till one day the Lord showed me the love Jesus had for me at Gethsemane. 5:59 And I have never heard anybody speak about the love of Jesus in Gethsemane. Have you seen the love of Jesus for you in Gethsemane? One day God opened my eyes to see why this struggle went on. 6:24 And that was the day I understood for the first time in my Christian life what that cup was which Jesus did not want to drink. 6:45 Many of you have been Christians for many years. Can you tell me what was the cup which Jesus did not want to drink? Very few Christians know it. And that's because God does not show us more than we desire to know. 7:13 When you study the scriptures, if you come to a difficult portion and the Lord sees that you ignore it and go on to the next verses, God sees that you are not interested in finding out what that means. 7:35 So, many years it was like that in my life. I read about Jesus saying, "I don't want to drink this cup but not my will but yours." I read it for many years. Maybe 20 years before I even began to stop and think, 7:58 "What is that cup?" Many times I have discovered things in scripture by stopping at a verse and not going on until I understand it. In my younger days I used to read a whole chapter everyday. 8:32 And that's good to do that so that you go through the Bible at least once or twice. Otherwise we will never finish. We are reading. We will never finish reading if we don't do that. But when we become a little more mature 8:53 and you know the basic teaching of all of scripture, then it's good sometimes to stop at a verse. So, sometimes nowadays I read only one verse. And then I can't move from there. 9:15 It's like a stoplight. And then I spend the whole time thinking of that one verse. And the next morning when I get up, I'm still at the same verse. Because the light has not become green. 9:38 And when God doesn't make the light green, you shouldn't move. You'll have an accident. So, I stop. And like that through these years, I have discovered so many amazing truths in scripture that I've never read anywhere. 10:01 I believe in the next few years I'm going to learn much more. But you can do that too. But you've got to stop watching television a little bit. And you need to spend a little more time with the Bible. Alone. 10:21 Without any disturbance. And wait. You shouldn't be in a hurry. Many of us miss what God has to say because we are in a hurry. Supposing you get a phone call one day. 10:41 And the secretary to the prime minister says, "Prime minister wants to speak to you." And I'm surprised, the prime minister wants to speak to me. And you want to find out, is this a hoax call or a real call? And you find it's real. 11:04 And the PA secretary to the prime minister says, "Just wait." How long will you wait? How long will you wait? You tell me. After one minute you'll say, "Ah, he's not coming, I'm not coming." 11:24 I tell you, you'll wait one hour on that phone. Because it is such an honor that the prime minister of India wants to speak to some ordinary person like you or me. What about if Almighty God says, "I want to speak to you?" 11:56 How long do you wait? One or two minutes. God speak to me. No word. Okay, let me go and do something else. God sees how you treat him like some beggar. 12:18 You told a beggar to come at eight o'clock, you'll give him some food. You wait one minute, he hasn't come. Who's going to be bothered? If he doesn't come, that's his fault. And if he comes at five minutes past eight, 12:38 say, "What, I told you to come at eight o'clock." Because he's a beggar. You won't talk like that if the prime minister came five minutes late. God is testing you, my brothers and sisters, 12:58 to see how you treat him. The reverence for God is the beginning of wisdom. Do you really want to get free of being religious and become a disciple of Jesus Christ? 13:21 Then learn to reverence God. When we reverence God, many things change in our life. We are willing to wait in God's presence to hear what he has to say. They are willing to run away. 13:47 Think how all these worldly people cancel everything when some TV serial is coming on. They plan their whole day around that TV serial timing. How many Christians do you find who plan their whole day around the time they must meet with God? 14:20 That television is the God of those people. They worship it wholeheartedly. But Christians don't worship like that. That is the reason why God never speaks to you. You know, many people say, "God is not speaking to me." 14:39 That's because we can't hear. The apostle John tells us when he was 95 years old. Revelation chapter 1. Verse 10. 15:04 I was in the spirit on the Lord's day. And I heard behind me a loud voice like the sound of a trumpet saying, "Write in a book what you see." In the English Bible it says, "Like a sound of a trumpet." 15:27 Ah, that means a very loud sound. How is it you say that you can't hear? Suppose somebody blows a trumpet here. You say, "I can't hear that." Something's wrong with your hearing. 15:47 John could hear God's voice like a trumpet. And it's so loud that it drowns all other voices. But it was not always like that. He had to slowly develop that sense of hearing God's voice. 16:10 When one day when he started out, he wanted to call fire down on the Samaritans because they did not listen to the Lord. He couldn't hear God's voice then. 16:30 Jesus said, "You don't know your spirit." You can't hear what God is saying. God is not going to send fire to destroy these people. Because God sent his son to save people, not to destroy them. 16:51 That was where John started. He could not hear one bit of God's voice. But in 65 years, it became so clear it was like a trumpet. That's the most wonderful thing in the world. Imagine when I'm facing some decision in life, I hear a voice like a trumpet saying, "Go this way." 17:15 Most believers never hear that. They are even believers for 20, 30, 40 years. Serving God full time, so many things. But they don't hear God's voice. 17:37 They don't have a message for God's people because they don't hear God's voice. They speak messages from their own cleverness. Or what they've heard from other people. Or what they've read in books or something like that. 17:56 There are very few people who speak what they've heard from God. Why is that? Because their ears are deaf. Why Jesus used to say, "He who has ears to hear, let him hear." That means he's telling us to develop the habit of listening to the Spirit's voice. 18:22 See Revelation 2:7. He who has ears to hear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. In chapter 1, John heard that voice like a trumpet. In chapter 2, he's saying, "You must also listen to that voice like a trumpet." 18:44 What is it that he repeats to all the churches? Next, second church. Verse 11. If you have a ear to hear, listen to the Spirit speaking. Third church. Verse 17. 19:05 Hear what the Spirit is saying. Verse 29, fourth church. Hear what the Spirit is saying. Chapter 3, verse 6. Same thing. Chapter 3, verse 13. And chapter 3, verse 22. To all seven churches, one message. 19:25 Listen to the voice of the Holy Spirit. You can hear it like a trumpet. If you give up your sin. And you listen to the voice that says, "Don't do this when you're going towards sin." So when you read the scriptures. 19:47 Listen to this word repeated to all seven churches. And it is said in connection to overcoming. To all these churches, before he says, hear the Spirit, he says, "Be an overcomer." You have to be an overcomer in order. 20:10 If you want to be an overcomer, listen to the Holy Spirit. So, I wanted to hear what is the reason why Jesus, what is the meaning of that cup which Jesus said, "I don't want to drink." I wanted to hear from the Holy Spirit. 20:35 So I began to see God. And I said, "Lord, show me what does this mean?" Was Jesus afraid of dying? I mean I have read of so many martyrs who went cheerfully to the death. 20:55 I cannot imagine Jesus being afraid of dying. And he loved us so much that he would have been glad to die a thousand times on Calvary for us. Then I began to think about what did Jesus actually suffer for me on the cross. 21:23 Now most Christians only know that he hung on the cross and died for our sins. That means he physically died. He was not the only one who physically died. There were two thieves also who were crucified with him. 21:47 So, if crucifixion is the punishment for man's sin, then those two thieves also died at least for their own sins. If that is the punishment for man's sin, Jesus may have died for everybody's sins. 22:11 But those thieves died for their own sins. There is a big question. What is the punishment for your sin? Is it physical death? Supposing you tell a child. 22:34 If you fail in the examination, punishment is you stay in the same class. Okay, he failed, he sits in the same class. He's got the punishment. You can't punish him again and put him in a lower class. No, nobody does that. 22:57 So, listen to this. If the punishment for our sin is physical death, then when I die physically, I have taken the punishment for my sin. Then I have to go to heaven. 23:18 Everybody will go to heaven as soon as they die. So, if you believe that Jesus physically died for my sin, why should he die? What about us? Can't we die? We need to understand this. 23:40 Did Jesus take the punishment for my sin on the cross or not? All of us will say yes. Because if he did not take the punishment, then I have to take it. Why do we say we are free from the punishment of sin? 24:01 Because we say Jesus took it. That's right. Then I ask you next question. What is the punishment for a man's sin? Supposing a man does not accept Christ's death. What is his punishment? Is it just that God will kill him physically? 24:22 There are good people also who die physically. Godly people die. We all know there is only one punishment for sin. A man dies in his sin. Like Jesus said, that rich man goes immediately to hell. 24:44 The story, the rich man and Lazarus both died. That was not the punishment for sin. Both died. But how is it one went to heaven and the other went to hell? Because the punishment for sin is hell. 25:05 Now people ask where is hell? I am not interested to find out where it is. I want to know what is the condition of people in hell. The condition is they are completely forsaken by God. This world is not forsaken by God. 25:26 There is a lot of sin in the world. It is under a curse. That is why you have mosquitoes and germs and sicknesses and diseases. Wild animals and all types of things. But the world is not forsaken by God. 25:48 You know, if this world was forsaken by God. Every non-Christian would be possessed by demons. The devil has got more demons than the population of this world. There are seven billion people in the world. 26:08 There are more than seven billion demons. And the devil would have made sure that every human being is possessed by a demon. When you look around, can you say that everybody is possessed by a demon? 26:29 No. More than 95% of people are not possessed by demons. Are they sick? No. There are a lot of non-Christians, atheists who are not sick. They live healthy lives. 26:50 They earn money. They live comfortably. They are intelligent. What does all these things show? This world is not forsaken by God. God's mercy is there on all people. Those who receive it get forgiveness. 27:12 But the others get so many material blessings. But there is one place in the universe which is completely forsaken by God. That is hell. And that is the worst part of hell. Fire and worms and all are a picture of being forsaken by God. 27:35 So that is the punishment for sin. And if Jesus did not face that punishment, he did not take the punishment for my sins. And the wonderful truth the Bible reveals is that Jesus did take that punishment on the cross. 28:03 You know for three hours. He cried out, my God, my God, why have you forsaken me at that time? And the earth became, the sun became dark. The earth shook. Never in the history of the world had such a thing happened. 28:29 Because God the Father had forsaken God the Son for three hours. You know there are some people who say there is no Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit is all Jesus. 28:49 That is a blasphemy. Because then who forsook the Son on the cross? I cannot forsake myself. So there was a Father in heaven who forsook the Son. The Bible says 1 Corinthians 11, the Father God is the head of Christ. 29:15 And being forsaken is by head being wrenched off from the body. Spiritually that is what happened to Jesus on the cross. That was the cup which Jesus said, please, Father, I don't want to drink that. 29:38 Not the physical death or the shame or the crown of thorns or any of those. Why was he so unwilling to drink that cup? Because to Jesus, that was the most precious thing in his life. 30:00 Fellowship with the Father. Now, I don't know what is the most precious thing for you. For most people in the world, their precious thing is their money, their gold or their saris or something like that. Or perhaps their children. 30:21 Or their house or their car or something. But for Jesus, it was nothing like that. The most precious thing for Jesus was fellowship with his Father. And I will tell you something. This is the way by which you can find out whether you are becoming more like Jesus Christ or not. 30:46 A lot of you may be thinking that you really are growing spiritually. It may be just a bubble with a balloon with a lot of hot air. It may not be real. But this way you can find out. If you can honestly say to yourself. 31:09 And you can say before God. That fellowship with you is the most precious thing to me on this earth. And for that, I am willing to give up everything else. I am willing to give up money. 31:29 My friendships. The opinion of my relatives. The opinion of my other church members. And the opinion of 7 billion people in the world. And anything, any comfort. I am willing to give up anything. 31:49 Even health. But I want fellowship with you. The man or woman who can honestly say that to God is a spiritual person. But I tell you, most Christians, 99% of them cannot say it. 32:13 And the proof of that is they take sin so lightly. One dirty thought will break your fellowship with God. How many of you take one dirty thought seriously? How many of you are willing to pluck out one eye rather than lust after a woman? 32:34 In other words, you are saying the pleasure I get by lusting after a woman. I am willing to lose it. I am willing to pluck out my eye and throw it away. I would rather cut off my hand than sin with my hands. 32:59 I would rather become blind than sin with my eyes. Give me 12 people like that. We can shake all of India. Very difficult to find. A lot of people come to church, sing songs and act very active in doing this, that and the other for the Lord. 33:24 But they don't value fellowship with God. It is not the most important thing for them. I thank God for the day I discovered that. That cup which Jesus said, I don't want to drink. Father, I don't want to break this fellowship with you. 33:50 I am willing to lose anything. Take my money, take my life, take my mother, take my relatives, take everything. Fellowship with you, obedience to you is most important. Is God fellowship with him the most important thing for you in your life? 34:14 You ask yourself, is that the most important thing? Then you know whether you are a real disciple of Jesus Christ or not. I told you a disciple is a learner and a follower. 34:34 He looks at Jesus, learns from him and does the same thing. What shall I learn from Jesus? That fellowship with the Father should be the most important thing in my life. Where do I learn that? 34:56 In Gethsemane. For religious people, that is not true. For religious people, all types of rituals and many other things are more important. So many external things. Many people, when they meet me, ask me, brother, which church do you go to? 35:22 And then the questions they ask me, tell me which denomination they are in. They'll ask me, do you break bread every Sunday? I know, they are from the brethren. I know it automatically. 35:43 Do you speak in tongues? Ah, this man is a Pentecostal, I know that. The question they ask if they are revealing. And then they want to know how many people in your church. These must be people from some mega church who think that large numbers means God is with them. 36:06 That means they think if they are a big church means God is with them. If that is true, I would join the Roman Catholic Church. Because that is the biggest church. Or that is the biggest church. And pastors growing churches, I think, Jehovah's Witnesses. 36:31 Those are not the tests. I have never heard anybody ask me this question. In your church, do you love one another? That nobody is interested in. That is the one thing Jesus said is the mark of his church. 36:52 Nobody in the world has asked me that question. That is an indication of how far Christianity has drifted from the truth of God. Do you love Jesus with all your heart? Is fellowship with him more important than everything on earth? 37:16 We despise Judas Iscariot for selling Jesus for 30 pieces of silver. What about when you tell a lie in your office to earn a little more money? You sign a false statement in some document because it is not really true, but you can make a little money like that. 37:54 Or your office pays you part of your salary in cash, as black money. And you don't declare that for the income tax. What is the difference between you and Judas Iscariot? You are also betraying Jesus for some money. 38:19 You are telling a lie. Breaking fellowship with God. Because you can make a little more money. Do you tell lies to gain something for yourself? Do you tell a lie to get leave from your office for something? 38:41 Where are the Christians who say, I will not tell a lie? They don't give me leave. That means God doesn't want me to have leave today. India needs to see more Christians like that. Not just those who are engaged in a lot of Christian activity. 39:04 Christian activity is not the main thing. Fellowship with God is the main thing. And I will tell you honestly, very few people understand this anywhere in the world. It is not any different in America. It is the same thing there. 39:25 The value of a fellowship with God has gone down. And all types of little sins we think are not serious. Do you think that having a tension between you and your husband or wife is a serious thing or not? The reason why many prayers are not answered is because there is tension between husband and wife. 39:57 You must resolve it immediately. How long do you take to resolve a tension between you and your husband or wife? Let me ask you another question. If a thorn gets into your foot, how long do you take to remove it? 40:22 Do you pray about it for 5 minutes? Should I take this thorn out or not? Do you wait for the thorn to go out by itself? There should be no difference between the time you take to remove a thorn and the time you take to restore fellowship with your husband or wife. 40:49 Because your fellowship with God is broken by that tension. Jesus didn't want to break it for one second. He struggled for one hour. Do you understand this cup? 41:11 Your fellowship with God is broken the moment you have a tension between husband and wife. And you will say but it was her fault. Supposing it is her fault. Usually even if 99% is her fault, 1% is yours. 41:31 That you can be sure. Or vice versa. Okay, even if it is 100% the other person's fault. So you stand like a big Maharaja and say let her come and ask forgiveness from you. 41:51 Or you stand like a Maharaja and say let him come and ask forgiveness from you. In a tension between a husband and wife. Who should take the first step to restore that relationship? In Indian culture everybody will say the wife must take the first step. 42:18 Because the man is the Maharaja in the house. Maharaja does not ask a slave for forgiveness. The wife is like a slave in Indian culture. Okay, we have understood what Indian culture says. Now let us understand what Christian culture says. 42:44 What does Christian culture say? When there is a tension between two people, who should take the first step? I will help you with that answer. When there was a tension between God and you, who took the first step? 43:05 Who? God. He sent his son. Why? Here is the answer. Because he was more spiritual than you. 43:25 Now you got the answer. In a husband and wife have a tension who should take the first step? Whoever is more spiritual. But usually both people think they are more spiritual. 43:46 Then they should be running into each other's arms immediately. Why is that not happening? You are not spiritual. You are a Pharisee. Who thinks you are more spiritual. 44:06 Do you know the Pharisees thought they were more spiritual than even Jesus? Every Pharisee in Israel thought he was more spiritual than Jesus. Those are the marks of religious people. That they would even think they are more spiritual than Jesus. 44:30 And they don't realize their fellowship with God is broken completely. See that, that is what Jesus did not want to break. And when we understand that. We will hate sin. Because sin is what breaks our fellowship with Jesus. 44:54 Okay, let me ask you another question. Supposing you went to a check-up to the doctor tomorrow and he tells you, you have got AIDS. And you have got cancer. Both. Will it disturb you? If you, if some doctor tells the same diagnosis to some illiterate woman in one of our villages, she will not be disturbed. 45:07 If you, if you, if you, if you, if you, if you, if you, if some doctor tells the same diagnosis to some illiterate woman in one of our villages, she will not be disturbed. 45:31 Why is that? You try it. You tell some illiterate woman in the village you got cancer. 45:51 Oh, okay. She can sleep peacefully at night. Why is that? She doesn't know how serious it is. Because she is illiterate. But if you are told you have a cancer. 46:11 It disturbs you. You immediately take leave from work and you go to some other doctor and get a second opinion and you want to find out how to get this treated. Because you are educated. 46:31 Now in the same way, Spiritually, there are spiritually illiterate people and spiritually educated people. The spiritually illiterate people are the people who can commit a sin and it doesn't disturb them. They can lust with their eyes. 46:47 They can get angry. They can tell a lie or a false statement. They can fight with people. It doesn't disturb them. It doesn't disturb them. They are like that illiterate woman. They have got cancer, AIDS and all and they are not disturbed. 47:05 But the person who is educated, spiritually, they are disturbed when little thing happens. Because they say, hey, this has broken my fellowship with God. And I don't care whose fault it is. Let me go and set it right. 47:27 Let me humble myself. It's the mark of a spiritually educated person. Most Christians are spiritually illiterate. That's why they don't take sin seriously. My brother, sister, many of you think you are very spiritual. 47:47 Here is the test I will apply to you, which I apply to myself. If you can sin in your thoughts. Or in a rude word to somebody. And that does not disturb you more than if you got cancer. 48:10 You are spiritually illiterate. Whatever you may think about yourself. When some sickness is more important to you than sin. 48:30 You are thoroughly illiterate spiritually. You may have a lot of knowledge. The Bible knowledge is like these children who got a lot of water in their head. The head is so big. It's a disease called hydrocephalus. Where the water fills the head. 48:50 These children don't live long. I've seen only one child like that. But I've seen many Christians like that. Amazing amount of Bible knowledge. So small life. 49:10 You are not as spiritual as you think you are. The test is. Do you get more scared of sin than of sickness? 49:30 That's the test. That's the test. When a small sin disturbs me more than the greatest sickness. Then I know I'm following Jesus. Because I'll tell you why. Do you think anybody will go to hell because they got cancer? Do you think God will say to somebody you got AIDS go to hell? 49:55 But you read Matthew 5. Anger can take you to hell. Lusting after women can take you to hell. But AIDS cannot take you to hell. But AIDS cannot take you to hell. Cancer cannot take you to hell. And if you are more disturbed by cancer and AIDS than by sinful thoughts. 50:17 It proves you don't believe what Jesus said in the Bible. Please take some time to read Matthew chapter 5 and see what I'm saying is not true. Fellowship with Jesus with God is the most important thing in this earth. 50:43 For Jesus that was the most important thing. Fellowship with his father. So in the garden of Gethsemane. As he came near to the cross. He began to realize. Oh now the time has come when my fellowship which I had with the father for eternity. 51:04 Is going to be broken for three hours. He knew it will come back after three hours. Now there's a false teaching in charismatic circles. That Jesus went to hell for three days and suffered there. 51:24 That's because of a wrong understanding of the translation of the word hell in Acts chapter 2. He didn't go to hell. He went to paradise. He told the thief on the cross I'm going to paradise with you tonight. So I'm not teaching that false teaching is the charismatic stage. 51:47 He faced hell on the cross for three hours. That is why he called God God. He never called him God any other time. He always said father, father, father, father. For three hours it was God. 52:10 Because now he was not standing there as the son of the father. He was standing there as if he was a sinner. He who had never committed a sin. Was treated like the worst sinner on the cross. Because of my sin. 52:32 God turned away his face. Because of my sin. And then after the three hours were over. Again he could say father. It is finished. It is finished. 52:53 Now father I commit my spirit to you. Once again that relationship was restored. That is why the charismatic teaching of three days in hell is false. There are three days. So I can picture. I am trying to use my mind to imagine what happened in Gethsemane. 53:16 Jesus is saying. You know prayer is a conversation with the father. Everything is not written there. But I can imagine. But I talked to Jesus too. And he talks to me. So I can imagine how Jesus talked to the father. 53:38 Father. Take this cup away from me. Isn't there any other way? And the father says. Okay. You don't have to go there. You have never sinned. From Gethsemane you can come straight up to me. 54:00 And all. Zach Poonin will go to hell. Zach Poonin will go to hell. And Jesus says. Zach Poonin will go to hell. Okay father. I will drink the cup. 54:21 He drank it for me. One day my eyes were opened to it. I wept. I said. Lord. Now I see your love for me in Gethsemane. I will never hold back anything in my life from you. 54:44 I will never live for money. I will never preach for money. I will serve the poor. I will not go to preach to rich people. I will go to preach to poor people. I will preach to those who can give me nothing. I will make a feast for the lame and the blind and the maimed who can give me nothing in return. 55:09 A spiritual feast. Because you gave everything for me. It changed my life about more than 30 years ago. I lost my interest in everything on this earth. 55:31 Because I saw the love of Jesus for me on Gethsemane. You can hear me say this. And you can understand it in your head. But there is a lot of difference when you see it in your heart. 55:52 Understanding in your head only means you are a clever person. You will go out from this meeting and continue to live for yourself. The day you see it in your heart. You can never again live for yourself. 56:12 Impossible. You will never want to sin even once. You will fight against sin with all your heart. You will be ready to apologize to a beggar if necessary. I have apologized to young people who are younger than my youngest son. 56:34 I will not imagine that I am perfect. I am not perfect. I make mistakes. I have to apologize. But I am pressing on to perfection. But my relationship with Jesus has become fantastic. I have no desire to be a preacher. 56:55 I have no desire to be known in the world. Or in India. Or in Bangalore. Or even in the street where I live. I have no interest to be known or appreciated by anybody in the world. 57:17 Because my relationship with Jesus has become so intimate and precious. And I have become a disciple. I am inviting you to be a disciple. I told you we always seek what is good for us. 57:37 This is what is the best for you. To love Jesus more than everything else in the world. Because if you do that. He will take care of all your other needs. He has taken care of all my four children. He has taken care of our earthly needs. 57:57 He has taken care of my physical health for 71 years. God will take care of everything. If you say Lord Jesus you are number one in my heart now. I have no interest to be anybody in the world or anybody in the church. 58:19 I only want you. Fellowship with you. Because you drank the cup for me in Gethsemane. You got up from Gethsemane and went to the cross. You could have got up from Gethsemane and gone to heaven. Now I said Zack Punan but you can put your name there in Gethsemane. 58:46 And then it will become personal for you. God so loved the world that he gave his son for me. He loved me. And he gave his son for me. Make it personal. So that you have a personal love relationship with Jesus Christ. 59:11 Let's pray. Heavenly Father. I tried my best. To show Jesus to these people. But I don't believe any man can do it. 59:37 Only the Holy Spirit can really show Jesus. I can't do it Lord. I pray that some at least here will see Jesus this morning. 59:57 In a way that will change their lives. And the devil will be permanently defeated in their lives. We humbly ask in Jesus name. Amen. I pray that you will be the Lord. 1:00:17 I pray that you will be the Lord. I pray that you will be the Lord. 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